SLOW BLOG

I want to keep up with you but you aren't even ahead of me. I look forward to you but you've been trapped in the area of my mind that I've labeled last year. I was so excited about you at first, I thought you were going to make me more productive with my writing. I also thought that you would make me enjoy my social life more. Yet events went from something that I was looking forward to telling you about to something that I felt obligated to share with you. I felt embarrassed when my interactions with you turned from a weekly (sometimes daily) thing into what we have now, which is the way you interact with a racist uncle. I'm sorry, but I just need some time to think about our relationship, I need to see how fall will treat me. I hope we can make some headway come winter. I hope we talk again before the new year. Good bye for now old friend.